rosa blanca 2

2012-01-23T08:32:00.000-08:00

Salam

So ummu went to Mesir this early January and she undoubtly left me to think for myself, about my future.It is just around the corner since i'm going to be a marvelous 3rd year student soon this coming April.Scary since i'm not sure whether i want to pursue my studies right away like most people,or work first then go to a university.That is, if i'm qualified for one.And I'm feeling kind of excited too since i'll be graduating soon heh.

I hope so Insyallah.

And what have i been up to? Well,study is sooo out of the story.Even if I wanted to,I just can't bring myself to do it haha.Since it's the CNY holidays,I can only think of having fun and lazing around.Behaviour of a faaaaat woman hoho.

Now that I mention it,I was so-called "lectured" by some of my friends that I should really try to change my unhealthy lifestyle.You know like eating fried chicken every week and not exercising much.Sounds bad i know.And I feel bad too.

Currently,I'm not even happy with the way I choose to eat fooood.I dont like vegetables and it's rare for me to eat fruits.Much less exercise =.=

Anyways,the trip to West Coast was new.The weather was interchangeable haha.I had fun,and that's all that matters :D

2012-01-03T03:14:00.001-08:00

Salam

Article on "Afghan girl tortured after refusing prostitution":

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afghan-girl-tortured-refusing-prostitution-094409506.html

Islam forbids violence and oppression.Islam treats women as pearls and NOT sex slaves.

-Narrated Ibn 'Abbas: The Prophet sent Mu'adh to Yemen and said, "Be afraid, from the curse of the oppressed as there is no screen between his invocation and Allah." Volume 3, Book 43, Number 628

-"O you who believe! You are forbidden to inherit women against their will. Nor should you treat them with harshness, that you may take away part of the dowry you have given them - except when they have become guilty of open lewdness. On the contrary live with them on a footing of kindness and equity. If you take a dislike to them, it may be that you dislike something and Allah will bring about through it a great deal of good." [Noble Quran 4:19]

2011-12-31T18:05:00.000-08:00

2011-12-29T05:51:00.000-08:00

Salam

Chaaaak people.I'm back from watching my brother's band performance.And wow I didn't know his school has a reputation of having the best school band that won Gold medals at the Singapore Youth Festival every year.Oh but here's a twist.His school only managed to win silver this year.Hahah the juniors unfortunately broke the winning streak of the band of more than 10 years.They got scolded by the alumni.At least,that's what i heard.Rumourssssss

And Sherlock Holmes: Game of the shadows was awesome! The awesome-ness was multiplied by ten when we found out that we had the whole theatre to ourselves.A once in a blue moon experience.If not for mai nyonya-style pestering,I wont be there watching sherlock holmes with my mouth wide open from action-packed awesomeness and also from eating nachosss

School is going to start soon and I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.PERIOD.

No need further elaborations.No one likes school anyway hahah

2011-12-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

✔- Instead of Hello/Hi, say ..... As saalamu 'Alaikum
✔- Instead of Thanks, say ...... Jazaak(i/um) Allah
✔- Instead of Bye-Bye/Take care, say ...... fi aman Allah
✔- Instead of Wow/Great, say ....... MashaAllah/Subhaan Allah
✔- Instead of saying I'm fine, say ...... Alhamdullillah

2011-12-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

Salam

At last,my 2 weeks school break is here!! Not that i'm happy or anything.I'm still furious for not doing my super best for my common test.I didn't study the remaining 10 notes and my essay questions just HAD to be from those notes that i didn't touch.Remind me to study EVERYTHING for exam please.Seriously.I kept thinking about this "unfateful" encounter with those questions.I can still remember the questions vividly.It's driving me nuts man.

On the contrary,I have only 1 day of test.It may sound awesome to some people but please.I have 4 modules and my teachers just had to happily combine all those 4 modules together in 1 paper.Anyways,1 day of test means I have a longer holiday.A light at the end of the tunnel? Yeah right.Wait till I get my results.Oh Allah,please let me pass.

Sincerely,

Me.

My mom said:"Tu laaa,blaja last minute lagi."

So far in my entire 18 years of living,I've been studying last minute and of course,I got away with it.But now, *sad face*. I think I need to change this terrible habit.But it is hard you knowwww.Habits do not change overnight.Grrrr

It's december and Christmas is around the corner.I was asked to join a Christmas event for the paediatric patients at NUH.Since it is organised by my classmates,I say why not? But then again,it will seem like I'm celebrating Christmas.But hmmm...my intention is purely for charity.You think it's ok? I think it should be ok..right? Insyallah Amiiiin

I've been feeling empty lately.I know the reasons.Time to do some corrective actions on my soul.Good Night :)

2011-12-08T20:57:00.000-08:00

Salam

I'm going crazy here.With 20 more notes to goooooooooooooooooo and you know what? I just checked my email and my common test time has been changed from 2pm to 10 am!!! Allahuakbar!! So much for my careful planning =.=

Now i have to re-schedule my "memorising" time from Sunday to Saturday.And THAT is quite impossible.My time management sucks and that includes the time i check my email.My lecturer sent the VERY IMPORTANT EMAIL THAT WILL CHANGE MY LIFE on Tuesday and i just have to check it on what day? on Friday !! Why Why

*Enough with the complaints.Lets get back to mugging*

2011-11-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah :D

I finally renewed my google account password after fruitless tries in remembering my old password which sadly,till now i cannot recall.Such a bad memory..

I've been wanting to blog about a LOT of stuffs but because i was too lazy to change the password,I left this blog to rot by itself haha.

Anyways,I went for the muslimah camp organised by NPMSS and let me say this to you.That was by far one of the most beneficial camp i've attended since the first council camp in Arabiah.Well Camp eleven was beneficial too but during that period of time,I wasn't at my best state since i half-heartedly went for the camp.I came to realize how important the role of "niat" is,in everything that you do or participate in.

I went for Camp eleven solely for the purpose of getting CCA points.And guess what? I DID get CCA points but that was all.Other than that,I didn't feel any specific impact.THAT was what i regret the most.So for the muslimah camp which we called EPL (Eat Pray Love),I re-adjusted my "niat" and did it for the sake of Allah and also to gain more knowledge about Islam through sisterly bonds.And I am most grateful to Him for giving me a valuable lesson and a second chance at understanding the beautiful meaning & application of "niat" :D

Anyways,I am currently attached at TTSH and is pretty much struggling to keep the pace.I have lectures at NUH and i haven't make notes for almost all the lectures!! Common test is coming soon and i'm not even prepared =.= I really need some motivation to kick start my revision.Like seriously.This is the last semester for my second year and I'm still playing around.

But I'm very focused on my mandarin lessons.I like languages and learning mandarin makes my student life in school more fun and exciting.Instead of the usual science stuffs i see in the lab,mandarin classes are like my daily dose of caffeine :D Wait,but i dont drink coffee.Oh well,it's 12.34 am.I need to iron my clothes and sleep ASAP.Tomorrow is going to be a loooong day hailamak...

2011-10-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

Salam

OMG i miss blogging!!! Aside from checking notifications in FB and reading news in Yahoo,I've been so busy lately that i don't have time to surf the net,or chat with friends,or delete my mountain of emails in my hotmail.Much less update my dusty blog here.Haiyoo

I've worked in a cargo company for the whole month of September and I decided to quit.I don't have any desire to continue work until the first week of October.Reasons are: I'm tired of sitting in front of the computer sorting out documents and I hate going to work on a private transport.Taking into consideration my stomach's mood swings,I can't take the risk of having to withstand my oh-so-unbearable stomach pain in the non-stop journey from Woodlands to Changi.And on top of that,I didn't get to celebrate hari raya that much this year because of work :( I'm saaaaadddd but anyways,once i get my pay,i'll be laughing all the way to the bank HAHAHAHAH

"Barsusah susah dahulu,bersenang senang kemudian" right? :D

Now since i'm on 2 weeks holiday before the next semester starts,I've been watching drama and anime non-stop.I have to catch up on whatever i missed during the 1 month of work.Hahah perangai burok i knowwww...

And recently,my brother had developed a passion for baking.When he gets the chance to use the computer,he'll definitely watch youtube videos on how to make cupcakes,cakes,cookie etc etc.Initially,I thought he was watching the videos for fun but you know what? He went off to buy a mixer with his own hari raya money and started baking all this weird but edible and yummy stuffs.Me and my sister suddenly became the tasters of all these yummy fooooddd haha

He earned the nickname "small wannabe chef" by his family and friends.I shall show some of the pictures of the things he baked.

Ain't it cool yaw? He just started baking 2 months ago and surprisingly,he actually learnt all these through videos on youtube.I was quite impressed :DD Hope he really becomes a chef in the near future Ameen

2011-07-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

there was once a circus show in town. and everyone was amazed at this clown who did marvellous tricks..
he fought a lion..
rode his unicycle and juggled..
he even did somersaults on it!
everyone was impressed and applauded at his skills..

right then, he took his unicycle and climbed the ladder high to perform the last stunt - riding a unicycle, on a rope to the other side!
Alas! he succeeded! and everyone was impressed!
Now, he began to do the same thing, but with a weight on his back; and again he managed to pull it off!
The clown asked, "Do you want to see me do it again??"
The crowd cheered.
Then, the clown asked, "now who wants to ride on my back while i do it again??"
The crowd fell silent.
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=

there is a big difference between believe and faith.
believing, is like the crowd, cheering on him, believing that he COULD do the stunt.
having faith, is putting yourself at his hands.

You may believe in Allah, but having faith in Him is a whole new level.
May Allah guide us.

2011-06-04T23:20:00.000-07:00

Salam

My sister took her Malay O level paper approximately a week ago at CHIJ Toa Payoh (I think). She told me that during her exam,she kept looking at a huge banner in front of the class she was in and the words on the banner helped her a lot.Know what the words are? It was TRUST IN GOD. And so whenever my sister was stuck trying to complete her malay essay,she would glanced at the banner and trust in Allah. Awesome method right? I suggest that my former school do that too.They should put TRUST IN ALLAH in capital letters on a banner in each classroom :D

I'm hearing "kompang" sound echoing through my neighbourhood whilst typing this =.= My downstairs neighbour is getting married and my mom started fantasizing the day I'M GETTING MARRIED.She actually visualized how busy she would be . Like Seriously? Mothers sure are impatient when it comes to their daughters' big day.

I'm not even thinking of marriage right now.I don't even have a boyfriend =.= I find marriage to be something very sacred and it's not something you can easily decide and agree.You'll have to be a good wife,a good daughter-in-law,a good cook and possibly a good mother.Waaa scary merry man...

I'm having my holidays now since i do not have any common test this semester xD But my holiday is going to finish earlier than everyone else's.Fair enough lah hor..I started early and I'll end early haha

P/s: the moment we’re about to lose patience, always remember of how much Allah has been patient with u {zakiyah's tumblr}

2011-05-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

Salam

Camp Eleven was a really good camp :D

I like how they run the camp and also the theme itself is fascinating.It's an Islamic camp where there are NO strings attached.It's quite rare to see a religious camp that is opened to all muslims and NON-muslims and actually providing the choice to muslims on whether they want to pray or not.The camp didn't force anyone to pray but encourage them to do so.Cool :D

But since the camp was held on Friday (which was unfortunately a school day) till Sunday,I felt super duper tired especially on the first day of camp.An unwanted incident happened that night and I felt really bad about what I did.Though it was really unintentional :(

My group was having a debrief of the station games we played that night.We took turns to give our opinions on it and so I was the last one.

Faci: "So what do you guys think of the station games?"

Others: "Good.Awesome bla bla bla"

Me: "It was okay." (I was tired so paham2 lah eh.Main station games malam2 buta after school is like running a 10km marathon)

Someone: "I personally think it was more than just okay."

And so,I was really pissed off when she said that.I don't even know why i was feeling that way in the first place.I'm normally someone who can't be bothered with trivial things like this (abrupt interference such as this.)But that night I felt like I was possessed hahaha

And so I literally snapped back,"Everyone has their own opinions".

Waaaa I was surprised myself when I said that.Maybe I was really sleepy and tired and she just had to comment at the wrong time haha.Kesian eh..

I love NPMSS as much as I love HI-club :) Currently,I'm trying my best to be active in my CCAs

as well as achieving good results in my studies.I need balance and good time management.Alhamdulillah I went for Camp Eleven despite having a major test around the corner.I managed to study after having fun in Camp Eleven.

Awesome..I hope I can continue this kind of progress until I graduated :D

2011-05-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

When My servants ask about Me, I am indeed close to them.

I listen to the prayer of every supplicant, when he calls on Me.

Let them also, with a will, listen to My call, and believe in Me, so that they may walk in the right way.

(Qur’an 2:186).

AND SO,

2011-05-16T05:29:00.000-07:00

Salam

Currently addicted to the drama "Smile again,Donghae" on KBS.I think it is already at its 130th episode haha ^^ Very nice drama actually.

I'm going to start on a new department (Haemotology.In case you are wondering what it's about.It's basically all about blood haha) on Wednesday.Aish i wonder how nice the people there are.I hope they are somewhat nicer than the staff at the Microbiology (the study of bacteria) department.It's not that the Microbio staff are evil or mean or whatsoever.I'm just hoping to meet NICER people haha.I'm gonna miss them. What do you expect? I studied at that department for over a month leh.

I wonder if they'll miss my group.Achey prasan je haha..

Anyways,Here's a story i want to share :D

A highly skilled carpenter who had grown old was ready to retire. He told his employer of his plans to leave the house building business.He wanted to live a more leisurely life with his family.

He would miss the paycheck, but he needed to retire.The employer was sorry to see his good worker go and asked if he could build just one more house as a personal favour.The carpenter agreed to this proposal but made sure that this would be his last project.

Being in a mood to retire, the carpenter was not paying much attention to building this house. His heart was not in his work.He resorted to poor workmanship and used inferior materials. It was an unfortunate way to end his career.

When the job was done, the carpenter called his employer and showed him the house. The employer handed over some papers and the front door key to the carpenter and said "This is your house, my gift to you."

The carpenter was in a shock! What a shame!If he had only known that he was building his own house, he would have made it better than any other house that he ever built!

Our situation can be compared to this carpenter. Allah SWT has sent us to this world to build our homes in paradise by obeying His commands.Now we have to decide how well we wish to build the homes where we will live forever.

Source:http://npmss.blogspot.com/

P/s: My mom used to say this when i was working part-time: "Datang dengan baik,pergi pon dengan baik." She taught me that when you plan to quit working part-time,do your very best on your last job so you will leave a good impression on people after you leave :)

2011-05-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Salam

I screwed up my biochemistry practical 2 weeks in a row!! OMG!! My micropipetting really @#@$@#% =.=.Ended up I got low marks for it.Seriously.

If you don't know what's micropipetting,let me show you a 37 secs video about it.

I just got back from a workshop called "Branding Me".It was not as if i volunteered to attend it but was forced to by my lecturer.He said we better go because it has been paid by the school.Anyways,the workshop turned out to be better than I expected.

The speaker was a Ngee Ann graduate from decades ago LOL.She was a major in accountancy and guess what? She graduated with a GPA of 3.99!!! I almost fell off my seat man!!! 3.99 is way beyond my target.Highly impossible for me to achieve that kind of mind-blowing GPA.

And you should see her portfolio.There are numerous articles from magazines and newspapers all about her.Awesome right?

She taught us a lot of valuable things such as how to make your portfolio more interesting and unique.She emphasized how important CCA points are and taught us the proper behaviour when attending social gatherings (how you shake hand etc).

I'd really love to attend one of her talks again.Truly beneficial :D

2011-04-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

Salam

I recently found out that the friend i assumed is always lazy when it comes to doing homeworks and has a hard time staying awake during lecture is actually working part-time . Working mind you! She's in the same course as me and I can't imagine how tired she must have been feeling every single night.At least I have a choice on whether I want to sleep early or not but my dear dear friend has to work at night.

When I asked her why she's working,she replied,"Nak cari rezeki.Ape nak buat..." My heart just stopped for a while.I realised that most of us here are very lucky.We do not need to work to pay for our studies.Our parents take care of it all financially.I truly feel sorry for her.

And of course i feel guilty for labelling her as "lazy".Now I know why she can't fully concentrate during lecture.Haiz...

I admire her strength.Really I do.

2011-04-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

2011-04-21T19:02:00.000-07:00

Salam

See that emoticon? That's how i felt during my first few days in NUH.Dr Sunil said that the first few weeks of school for the BLT students can be compared to like sinking underwater.And he was definitely right.I was drowning for God sake.

Everyday i went home feeling very lethargic and tired.Plus the whole BLT thing is so different from BMS.I am fully aware that comparing these 2 courses with each other is not going to make me feel any better.

The place there is not conducive enough for studying.I have a hard time adapting.It feels like i'm back in my first semester in Poly which I hate the most LOL.

Anyways,I have chosen this course out of my own volition and I want to see it through till the end.Oh Allah please help me find a way to overcome this "depressed" feeling.

P/s: I dont like replying to sms-es when i'm angry or in a really bad mood.When you are in this kind of situation,you will never know that what you type may not be what you want to say.It may end up hurting the other party's feelings unintentionally when you accidentally vent your anger at that particular innocent person.So sometimes i refrain myself from replying so until i feel a lot better,then i'll reply. I know YOU are reading this and i hope you understand what happened :)

2011-04-14T16:02:00.000-07:00

Salam

Words sure are powerful.It can change someone's life :D

Source: Facebook haha

2011-04-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

Dear BLT 22;

My name is Charles Wu. I am the Education coordinator from Department of Laboratory Medicine at National University Hospital (NUH)

I like to WELCOME you to our ORIENTATION , Friday, April 15,2011 from 2:00-4:00pm

Just few housekeeping matters to note;

Download the attachment and fill it up with your info-NOT your name but STUDENT number for the NAME portion.
Bring your BEST LOOKING and PRETTIEST passport photo with your NAME written at the back.
Write a 500 words essay about yourself-share with me your life stories-hobbies-talents and what you would like to accomplish at the end of February 2013.
Please reply back to me so that I know your E-mail address is correct. Can check among your group to see if you received this email.
Stay FIT and see you next Friday.

Enjoy,

Charles

I HAVE TO WRITE A 500 WORD ESSAY???!!! BEFORE SCHOOL EVEN STARTS??!! OMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHAT IS THIS????!!! THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING! *my future suddenly look so bleak and dark..and scary =.= *

2011-04-07T18:20:00.000-07:00

She all warped in clothes of earth. Covered from head to toe. featuring colours of the rainbow, not to dull not to bold. Not a curve on the body but only the curves of her smiles shows. She speak a language, perhaps too soft to hear and too loud to whisper. She gaze up once to look ahead. And lowered it to the strangers that pass-by her ways. She always said that the other sisters are beautiful - mesmerized by their muslimah style. As their perfection falls in the clothing, gesture, looks and eyes. She knew, that she is different from every sisters. Discriminated by - BUT she always knew that SHE IS BEAUTIFUL IN ALLAH EYES..

Source:http://somethingborrowedtoday.tumblr.com/post/4363222014

2011-04-05T18:39:00.000-07:00

People who are involved in religious work sometimes have to point out the faults of others in order to save them from acts of sin. In these instances it is essential to ensure that one does not belittle the person he is advising.

There was once a man from the Banu Israel, whose piety was so great that Allah SWT had instructed a cloud to shelter him at all times. Once whilst this pious person was resting during a journey a person who was renowned for his sins passed by.

Upon seeing the pious person this sinful person thought to himself that let me benefit from the company of this pious servant of Allah. Thus the sinner came and sat right next to the pious man.

The pious person immediately & with great anger got up from his place. For he could not bear the fact that such a great sinner should sit next to him. As he stood up however the pious person noticed to his amazement that the cloud was no longer sheltering him. Rather, it was sheltering the sinner.

In confusion the pious man at once went to the Prophet of that time & requested him to explain what has happened. The Prophet explained: Because the man who came to you came with admiration for your taqwah Allah SWT elevated him to your status and because you looked down upon him Allah SWT degraded you to his status. As a result the cloud was removed from you and given to him.

Look down upon no soul. For you know not what is in their heart.

“And whether you hide your word or publish it, He certainly has full knowledge, of the secrets of all hearts.” (Quran 67:13)

Source:http://islamicthinking.tumblr.com/

2011-04-05T18:15:00.000-07:00

Salam

I've just completed an hour of heart-wrenching moment after watching The Gaza documentary that was posted in FB.Really.I'm really speechless after seeing the horrific impact of the war on the children of Gaza.

Most of the children chose to become martyrs in the near future.Their reason? To avenge their dead loved ones that were shot and killed in front of their eyes by the Israelis soldiers.

You see,the children will live with deep wounded scars for the rest of their life and they will definitely hate the Jews for this.When they grow up in the future and take revenge on the Jews,the Jews will obviously retaliate.And the cycle of hate will continue to grow relentlessly.

Oh Allah,may the children of Gaza find peace and harmony in their own land and may the Israelis soldiers be punished for what they had done to our muslim brothers and sisters.Amin.

2011-04-02T19:14:00.000-07:00

Salam

Alhamdulillah the engagement ceremony went well for our dear Faz.Congratulations :D

"2 down,22 more to go"- quoted from Mai

2011-03-30T19:49:00.000-07:00

Salam

Happy Birthday to Faz.She turns 19 today :D I have a looooong way to go before i'm considered THAT old wahahaha

Yesterday we had a surprise birthday party for her.Though i was late for the 'surprise' and didn't get to sing the birthday song together,at least i got to taste the cake :D It's been quite a while since i saw some of their lovely faces.It makes one's heart warmer.To be able to joke around comfortably is one of the things i missed the most.

Speaking about the beach,i read a recent article on why MOST malay women are fat.Hahaha i laughed hard when i saw the title (It was in caps btw.Enough to make one big-eyed and gape-mouthed for a moment).The article was in Berita Harian and it was written based on the opinions of those who were being interviewed only.It was not really the writer's point of view.

So one of the reasons they said was that they eat a lot during family gatherings,wedding receptions etc.If you noticed,most of them will say that eating together is a form of *eratkan silaturrahmi* or bonding.So they eat together often because of that reason.I agree with that BUT there are other bonding activities aside from eating you know.For instance,you can go play bowling or badminton or any kind of sports for that matter.You will gain 2 valuable things from this.Firstly,strengthen bond.Secondly,you'll lose weight.

In my opinion,the reason most of us choose to bond by eating out is because it requires less time and effort.And delicious too hahaha

And when we have family gatherings at the beach,the only thing we do is eat and eat and eat.Sad but true because my family (including my cousins ) is like that.It is really rare to see our uncles and aunts go to the beach to cycle.How do we change this? I really have no idea...

It is difficult to change the habits of the old generation.Hmmm maybe we as the 'new' generation should start having a healthy lifestyle and set a better example for the generations to come.But first,i need to fix myself =.= Somehow,i need to be more active and eat less.......dots....

2011-03-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Salam

I was quite relieved after seeing some improvement in this semester's exam results.At least i did way better than last semester.Eventhough my cumulative GPA was kinda pathetic,but overall I managed to survive this semester with less cuts and bruises hahaha.

2011-03-23T16:18:00.000-07:00

Salam

And so yesterday's 1-Day Empowerment camp went quite well.There were rarely any physical contact with the boys Alhamdulillah :D That's because the games consist of High Elements,Low Elements and Amazing Race.So these kind of games don't require much "touching" wahahaha

It was a really good camp and i enjoyed myself.Besides the fact that i almost died doing the High Elements and getting leg cramps after that,I managed to smile all the way through the camp and survived in one piece haha.

Now the only thing left is my BLT mandatory 3 days camp.Oh no!!!!! Poly camps are like the scariest thing ever!! I hope the BLT camp is just like the camp i went yesterday.Oh Allah,please help me!! I don't want to be touched by people who are not my mahram. (Or was it muhrim? Which one is the term for people whom are my relatives? I forgot deng =.=)

2011-03-20T17:52:00.000-07:00

Salam

i've been wanting to update but there are certain things that prevent me on doing so.For example: continuously watching Running Man etc hahaha

It has been 2 weeks since my uncle passed away and i got a glimpse of his death certificate.

The cause of death? Ischaemic Heart Disease.

So what is Ischaemic Heart Disease? Or what do they mean by ischaemic?

Let me explain it in simple terms.

Ischaemic heart disease is a medical term for coronary artery disease.This disease is a condition where fats accumulate in the 2 main coronary arteries thus causing blockage and reduces the flow of blood in the heart.It is very important that the coronary arteries are not blocked because their function is to supply blood and oxygen to the heart muscles.If not,this will result in ischemia (the inability to provide adequate oxygen) to the heart muscles and thus,the heart muscles will be damaged.Once the heart muscles are damaged,the flow of blood from the heart to other parts of the body will be disrupted.

And so,what kind of treatment/surgery is available for this type of disease? (For severe cases)

1) Bypass surgery.

This surgery creates new pathways around blocked coronary arteries so that more blood and oxygen flows to the heart muscles.The bypass graft (which may be segments of a vein or an artery) is taken from other parts of the body and is used to divert blood flow past the blockage.

2) Balloon angioplasty.

In Singapore,heart diseases and stroke accounted for 32.4% of all deaths in 2008.This means that 1 out of 3 deaths in Singapore is due to heart disease or stroke.

Sooo what do we have to do to prevent ourselves the risk of getting heart diseases?

-exercise regularly duhhh

-eat nutritious healthy food.Decrease your FAT intake (aaah this means no more ayam? =.=)

-stop smoking

hahaha that's all.I'm gonna continue watching running man weeeeee

2011-03-10T18:29:00.000-08:00

Salam

My mom just called.My uncle is gone.Innalillahi wan inna ilaihi roji'un.

I can't believe he's gone :'(

Mari kita berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan moga Allah SWT memasukkannya dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman. Amin Ya Robb.

Mari kita sedekahkan Al-Fatehah untuknya.

2011-03-05T04:34:00.000-08:00

Salam

Thursday was my last exam paper and it was ok..i spotted a few BIG mistakes after i handed up the paper but oh well,let bygones be bygones.There's no point in worrying about it and I can only hope for the best.I hope I wont fall into depression again.Depression is scary I tell you.It feels like there's a really huge HOLE in me that slowly sucks in every bit of positive energy i have left.I never want to see that hole again.NEVER.

But let's look at the bright side shall we? I'm going to be in 2nd year soon! Oh wait,isn't 2nd year harder,scarier and more stressful? Hahaha that's what all the seniors told me.Let's just wait and see how it turns out ok people.I'm not gonna think about it now.

Here's a music video of my cousins huahua.I realized that music really runs in my paternal family.Each family will have at least one who likes music or knows how to play musical instruments.As for my family,it would be my dad,my sister and my brother.My dad used to have a band and likes to play the guitar.As for my sister,she likes rock music and is pretty much learning how to play the guitar as well.My brother is in his school concert band.

I'm not musically inclined.Too many musicians in the house is not good :p

2011-03-03T18:47:00.001-08:00

Salam

A man woke up early in order to pray the Fajr (Morning) prayer in the Masjid (Mosque). He got dressed, made his Wudhu (ablution) and was on his way to the Masjid.

On his way to the Masjid, the man fell and his clothes got dirty. He got up, brushed himself off, and headed back home. At home, he changed his clothes, made his ablution, and was, again, on his way to the Masjid. On his way to the Masjid, he fell again and at the same spot! He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home. At home he, once again, changed his clothes, made his ablution and was on his way to the Masjid.

On his way to the Masjid, he met a man holding a lamp. He asked the man of his identity and the man replied “I saw you fall twice on your way to the Masjid, so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.” The first man thanked him profoundly and the two were on their way to the Masjid.

Once at the Masjid, the first man asked the man with the lamp to come in and pray Fajr with him. The second man refused. The first man asked him a couple more times and, again, the answer was the same. The first man asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray.

The man replied “I am Shaitan (Satan).” The man was shocked at this reply. Shaitan (Satan) went on to explain, “I saw you on your way to the Masjid and it was I who made you fall. When you went home, cleaned yourself and went back on your way to the Masjid, Allah (SWT) forgave all of your sins. I made you fall a second time, and even that did not encourage you to stay home, but rather, you went back on your way to the Masjid. Because of that, Allah (SWT) forgave all the sins of the people of your household. I was afraid if I made you fall one more time, then Allah (SWT) will forgive the sins of the people of your village, so I made sure that you reached the Masjid safely.”

Moral: Do not let Shaitan (Satan) benefit from his actions. Do not put off a good that you intended to do as you never know how much reward you might receive from the hardships you encounter while trying to achieve that good.

Source:http://www.saveoursoul.sg/2010/10/never-give-up/

I think i've heard this story somewhere..but oh well :D

2011-02-23T07:45:00.000-08:00

Salam

Beware of suspicion. Suspicion is the most untrue speech. Do not spy and do not eavesdrop. Do not compete with each other and do not envy each other and do not hate each other and do not shun each other. Be slaves of Allah, brothers.

2011-02-22T03:45:00.000-08:00

Salam

And so,i switched on the comp just to check my facebook.Looking out for any important announcements from S509 (which i don't think there is since most of us are busy studying for final exams :x ) and also not to forget my "poly"class T03.

You know what,after reading someone's post about Zina of the Heart,I came to realize that there is actually a thing called Zina of the Heart.It sounds so strong and sinful with the word "zina" in it.

I am someone who daydreams a lot and has an overactive imagination.It scares me at times.I found this to be a problem since young and when i can't fight it,i will just surrender to it and sleep.Sleep is the best way out of it currently.But i'm searching for ways to control this crazy mind of mine.

"Istighfar" is of course the most recommended method.I hope as time passes by,I would have conquered this problem in a sense that i can control it very well.InsyAllah.

Ok i'm gonna continue studying :)

2011-02-19T19:15:00.000-08:00

Salam

Saturday and Sunday are the days for slacking off.But Monday onwards i should really start studying and mugging like hell huahuah

Enjoy the slack while it lasts bebeh :D

P/s: Whenever u pray,Allah's answer will either be

-yes

-Yes but later

-Or I have something better for you.

:) Saw this on someone's facebook status a couple of months ago..but i don't remember whose haha..Oh well,the message is more important than the one who post it right? :D

2011-02-13T20:27:00.000-08:00

Salam

I just had my cell biology practical test.It was neither horrible nor easy.It was ok i guess except for when i had to gargle salt water to extract my cheek cell DNA.And i didn't get my DNA because it disappeared in the soultion.OMg.I was like," Where the heck is my DNA???? " ...haiz

Now i'm done with my practical test at 12pm...but i've to wait until 4pm for my next lecture =.= So in the meantime,i'm gonna watch some drama wahahaha

As usual,Wooyoung ...

For the last 3 days,I was enjoying myself at Downtown East hahahah.The place for the chalet was small but what i'm interested in was the chickenssss wah very nice !! hah

P/s: " Spending quality time with your family is not a waste of time." :D

2011-02-08T21:16:00.001-08:00

Salam

Omgosh,i missed blogging.I've been wanting to post something here but i have tons of powerpoint slides to do.But Alhamdulillah,all my presentations are done !!! The only thing left is my tests and the final EXAMS wahahaha

I realised that whenever i worked in a group for a project,i tend to keep mum and keep my opinions to myself.At the same time,i know i have to say something but i just can't do it.I have no idea why.Maybe because i'm afraid that i may hurt the other party's feelings or I have such low self-esteem that i assumed my opinions are not worth to be heard.

For instance,i didn't say anything about my friend's slides for our commiss project.The title is Designer Babies and of course,this will be mostly scientific.My friend's slides have too many scientific jargons and eventhough i'm in a science course,I didn't like the idea of talking like a scientist in commiss class.Commiss is suppose to be fun and science-free =.=

Anyways,I didn't say anything until we finished our presentation.Then the teacher mentioned that some of our slides are too scientific.When she said that,I regret for not telling my friend about my opinion.If not,we could have obtained better marks..hmm...

Lesson learnt: Voice out your opinion and speak up.Don't just keep quiet or you will surely regret it later like me =.=

2011-01-15T18:22:00.000-08:00

Salam

I was accepted in BLT (Biomedical Lab Tech).I thought i won't get in because of my past semester's results but i did :D

Alhamdulillah.I hope this is the right choice for me.

Oh and btw,my hamsters were stolen recently.All three of them =.=

@$#@%% to the thief .

2011-01-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

Salam

“Islam is the university, the world is the class room, the Quran is the syllabus, Prophet Muhammad (SAW) is the teacher, Allah is the Examiner, Try to pass the final exam.”

2010-12-24T20:48:00.000-08:00

Salam

Ladies Rendezvous yesterday was better than i expected.I thought there would be a lot of people coming and also,since i was kinda tired after the NUH visit,i thought the event would not interest me that much.BUT.There's a big BUT here.It turned out to be really fun and engaging and i wasn't yearning for sleep at all.I especially like the humming game :D Eventhough only a few people attended the event,it was still madly kecoh hahaha.

Thanks rip and mai for being part of the committee.You guys-i mean girls-did a good job.*claps awesomely*

2010-12-20T20:14:00.000-08:00

Weeee i'm going to move house very soon! It's going to be a new environment,new neighbourhood,new bus stop and new room!!!!

Btw Salam.I'm back alright :)

Been VERY busy lately.The only time i switched on the computer is when i wanted to finish my homeworks or to check my facebook.But now it is term break so i decided to spend my time watching dramas and also not to forget,blogging :D

A lot of my things have been moved to my new house.And A LOT OF MY STUFF need to be THROWN out because they are just toooo many things to pack *sadface*.I hope everything will go as planned,Insyallah :D

There are a couple of things that has been lingering in my mind for some time now.

Firstly,i noticed that generally people tend to follow what other people do or decide.In other words,follow "blindly".I mean,you already know that what you did was correct but just because someone else change the "direction",you follow suit without thinking.And the next day,the person that you follow eventually changed to the same old "direction"that you did initially.Isn't that kind of being ignorant? I mean,don't you feel somehow stupid that you change "direction" while knowing your "direction" is the correct one?

You should have your own opinion and stand,that's what i think.

Secondly,you guys must have heard about the madrasah that didn't meet the benchmark for PSLE this year.I felt so ashamed.Even my Chinese friends are aware of this and they even asked me about it.

You know,there are only 6 madrasahs in Singapore and one madrasah represents all of them in some way.So when this type of news broke out,it will affect all of them and even graduates like me.I have this one irritating question in my head.

Why didn't other prestigious madrasahs that have no problem reaching the PSLE benchmark year after year help madrasahs that are facing difficulty in this area? Shouldn't madrasahs work together to produce muslim children that can achieve fairly in the academic and religious sector? Isn't that suppose to be our goal? I mean,I know that madrasahs are schools and schools naturally are competitive with each other.But if you think ahead,shouldn't we put aside the competitiveness and help each other instead? So that we can keep our good reputation and held our heads up high?

When one madrasah is affected,all of us will.Since we are the minority,the effect is bigger isn't it.

We are one ummah aren't we? Well,that is something we have to reflect back on.

2010-12-03T10:13:00.000-08:00

Salam . I'm stress.

Here's a tight slap for myself.

2010-12-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

Salam

I have been busy lately haha.

Here are some updates!

1) Today i did henna on my hand.Well only three fingers haha.It's been soooo long since i had henna on my hand.More than 10 years mind you! Abi did it for me.She was awesome! OMG natural talent haha.

2) Abi and her friend opened up a henna booth for charity at LSCT so i was there just helping out.Promote here promote there.Very rare to see me hard at work LOL.

3) Common tests are coming up and there are a lot of stuffs i don't understand.So i'm trying to revise here but facebook is distracting me =.=

4) My hamster's babies are big already! So damn cute!

5) I haven't finish my cell biology project =.=

6) My house is a mess.Boxes are piling up.

7) My brother did well for his PSLE.He didn't expect an aggregate of more than 165.Way more I tell you! And he got an iPhone 4 from my parents.I'm jealous.

8) I'm currently addicted to Rihanna's Only Girl.

2010-11-19T08:37:00.000-08:00

Taken form Zakiyah's tumblr :D

Reminds me of the muslimah day IAW haha.Should have gone there since it looked quite fun.

Anyway,today marked the first day i wore jubah to school.It felt really weird.Firstly,it's been a loooong time since i wear a jubah.The last time was during my secondary 5 years and since then,i've been wearing shirts and pants to poly.

Secondly,PEOPLE kept looking at me as if i'm some kind of a lost creature of a parallel universe =.= Plus i was wearing a backpack and looked kinda strange lol though i don't think that's unusual since i was born to be weird.Oh and being evil is my forte haha.I kept thinking that people will think i'm a terrorist whenever i'm in the bus =.= Oh well,at least i felt AWESOME after i took up the courage to wear jubah to school nyahaha

2010-11-12T07:31:00.000-08:00

Salam

Just got back from Hi Club opening ceremony and my new instructor's first impression of me was I look fierce.He said "Are you angry?" hahahaa

And Mahirah kepo-ed:"Oh she's like that lah.She looks as if she's angry but she's actually not." Lolnessss is my face that scary? I dont think so eh...What do guys think? Hmmmm

The opening ceremony was lame + awesome.Lame in terms of their jokes and awesome in terms of performances.I really like song-signing and i want to do it once more!!!

And by this time,I'm sure you guys have heard about the parang slashing incident at Bukit Panjang near Jelapang area.Seriously,i think the attackers are somehow retarded if they think that they will get away with what they've done to random innocent people.It's just so insanely cruel.Reminds me of the movie,Saw.

Maybe it's the influence of these kind of violent movies that prompted them to "try" out those unimaginable and horrible attacks.I wonder how the Singapore government is going to tackle such issues.Should they just ban violent movies from the cinema (I doubt that will happen.Even if it does,the youths will watch it on the internet.Plus,I myself is a fan of those kind of movies.The irony :x ) or increase police patrol around areas with crowded youths? Though such violent incidents are rare,it's scary when it happens.I hope someone will have a plan to prevent this kind of activities from happening again in Singapore.Since Singaporean youths are mostly educated,it'll be a shame if these youths tend to walk on the path of criminals eventhough they are well aware of the dire consequences.Pity them...

Btw,sometimes i feel like i'm being such a bad friend.When i dislike someone,I try not to talk to that person.If the person talks to me,then of course i'll talk to him/her and i try to smile.But now,the situation's getting worse.I tend to avoid the person when i see him/her.

I feel bad about it but feelings can't simply be controlled. I don't like this feeling =.=

2010-11-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

Salam

Today was such a nice day :D

2010-11-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

Salam

I want to watch Invictus!!!! I only watched it halfway during my IS class.It was interesting and I really want to watch the ending :(

Anyways,today is the day I turned 18 and I feel MEGA old.I'd love to stay 17 forever haha.My classmates sang me a birthday song in the lecture theatre and gave me a very cute cake with a lighted candle.It was really sweet and it was one of the most memorable birthday of my life.

It has been decades since I last blew a candle for my birthday though I heard that candles are not allowed on birthdays (as in for muslims).I'm not even sure whether we are allowed to celebrate birthdays but I don't think it's a sin to do so as long as you have your limits of having fun and letting loose.

I should think that this is the day where you appreciate what Allah has given you throughout your life in terms of health,money,education etc.Especially his blessings :)

Actually I should thank Allah EVERY single day.I'm human so I will,without fail,forget to thank him from time to time.So my birthday is the day where i did more profound self-reflection haha.Thank Allah that he let me live for 18 years and insyAllah counting.

My Birthday wishes:

1) to eat mash potato (I ate it at Arnold today :D )

2) to eat chocolate (I ate twix at school today teehee)

3) Go out with family ( Went to Arnold )

4) to eat maggi (done :x)

5) listen to the song; Impossible by Shontelle (done)

Hahaha lol...

2010-10-29T07:23:00.001-07:00

Salam

Second semester started with a full blast on the first week.It has been quite hectic for me as I need to buy books,buy notes and print worksheets OMG Head Pain!!! I think the auntie there recognised me as an irritating regular customer haha.

First up was Infotech for Life Sciences and I learnt to use Excel while following instructions which is FULL of computer jargons in a really thick Microsoft Book.It was a scary experience for a tech illiterate like me.And worse of all,I had to do it myself =.= which was reallllyy nerve-wrecking.But I managed to compose myself and did the best I can so I'm just praying that I can get through this module without falling into depression haha.

Biostatistic was full of probability and yes,a project relating to this module has a deadline on 5 Nov.And as usual,I haven't started anything yet.Procrastinatinggggg....

Cell Biology was okay haha.

But Organic Chemistry is not okay!! OMG I'm not sure why but I cannot understand the topics.I think I should do a one-on -one tutorial with my lecturer.But the lecturer is a young guy and he's not even married.OMG segan pe...

I think that's all I wanna post.Got nothing to tell anymore and I have to finish my drama by the end of this week.If not,it'll be a distraction for the whole of next week =.=

2010-10-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

Salam

I chanced upon an interesting article about a female pilot in the newspaper.The air stewardess-turn-female pilot is Officer Ong Sook Min.

I'm pretty sure you guys rarely hear about female pilots in Asia,much less Singapore.I'm not talking about the legendary aviator Amelia Earhart who as far as i'm concerned was not an asian but an American.She's a different story.

From the article,it stated that Officer Ong graduated with a degree in engineering.So you can be a pilot when you study engineering??!! MEGA COOL! Plus she was an air stewardess before she became a pilot.MEGA AWESOME hahaha

I wonder if this is applicable to Aini's course since she's taking Aerospace Tech or sth. Hmmm

2010-10-16T06:36:00.001-07:00

Salam

THE VIDEO WAS NONSENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't expect it to be THAT bad omg.That is sooo embarassing.

Like seriously,our GLs..Haiz...

2010-10-15T09:43:00.000-07:00

Salam

I just realised that one of Ad's post is a bit similar to mine.LOL we both fell into depression haha.

I've recovered.I hope she has too.

2010-10-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

Salam

Currently busy checking and rectifying sentences in essays.

Btw the HI club camp was ok.Nothing memorable/interesting/funny thing happened to me.Except for Arifah's story of the unfortunate discovery of someone's underpants haha.That cracked me up!

I like signing and I find it fun to do song signing.But I dont want to see people cry because they can't catch up. (I'm referring to one of my teammate btw).You see,we had only 2 and a half days to practice our song signing.Plus our song is damn fast compared to other teams so i understood the pressure.I found it hard to catch up too but i kept on practicing and telling myself that "other people can do it then why not me.I have to try my best.And also have fun at the same time."

Those short yet strong phrases kept me from breaking down under pressure.At times like this,you just have to believe in yourself.Though I don't deny that i did some mistakes during the real performance haha.

And one more thing.I believe different people have different speed in learning.But the speed here is not important.It's the spirit of learning that counts :)

2010-10-07T20:52:00.000-07:00

Salam

Chalet was supposed to be fun.Why did I have insecurities eventhough I was among my friends? I don't know.I really don't...

All along,I knew something bad would happen sooner or later,and guess what? It did.And I wasn't surprised.

Loads of things was and are still on my mind right now.I thought being with my friends would make the worries,at least some of them,to disappear.But it didn't.

Sorry for the emo post.

2010-10-04T21:02:00.000-07:00

Salam

Beautiful girls dun have to wear skimpy clothes or burry themselve in tons of make up..look at the girls who are wearing hijab..they are beautiful and most of them dun even wear tat much make up but still look beautiful..this post is not to offend anybody so don't take it to the heart orite..

Quoted from a guy in FB.He's not from a madrasah btw.

2010-10-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

WHAT??!! NO IRONMAN 3 ??!! (lol epic face!)

from: http://facesinplaces.blogspot.com/2010_08_01_archive.html

Salam

I was in the bathroom when i saw a mosquito.A pretty big one.My first instinct was to kill it because I thought it might be the dangerous aedes mosquito.But being someone who can't be bothered with insects when I have more important things to do in the bathroom at that time,I ignored it at first.And as you all know,mosquitos are irritating pests.Eventually I was irritated and planned how to make the mosquito disappear.I look closely at it and saw black and white stripes on both of its legs.

So people,when you see that colour on a mosquito,it is confirm plus chop an aedes.The word AEDES is most of the time accompanied by the word DENGUE.So beware.

And so i did what i had to in order to save myself from the risk of having dengue.Here's a picture of the mosquito.

2010-10-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

Salam

So i got my results last Friday.And it was a disappointment.I wasn't disappointed with my grades.I was quite happy about it but the one thing that upsets me was my GPA.It was waaaaaay beyond my target.Oh well,there's nothing i can do that can change what just happened.

Since the day i got my O level results,i forgot what it means to get average marks.I forgot what it means to be thankful for what I get.I forgot what it means to be happy just because I pass.

In a way,the 3.1 GPA that I got this semester is a method by Allah to keep me grounded and be humble.To keep me from being " riya' " or boastful.To keep me from being greedy and over-confident.To make me realise that grades are not the only important thing in this life.You just have to pick yourself up and move on.That's it.I'm still chasing my dream and will continue to do so.

P/s: Thanks for the great motivation :)

And btw,i've been watching romantic movies these past few days.What's happening to me?! OMG am I at "THAT" age already? HAHAHA no way.

2010-10-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

Salam

I really don't know what went wrong............

2010-09-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

Salam

Kak Nurul went back to Syria and Nadhrah went to Cambodia.

A feeling called sadness.

2010-09-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

Salam

I attended the Anugerah Mendaki Programme and you know what? I feel SO SMALL.

Betape cetek nye ilmu saye ni...

The girl sitting beside me as i got to know,she took pure biology and also combined chemistry and physics for O LEVEL and obviously she would have gotten good grades for these subjects.If not,why would she be in the programme anyway? .OMG.That is so amazing!!!

I learnt that there are a hundred or a thousand more people who are far better than me academically.Seeing all the JC students wearing blazers resulted me in having a slight heart attack.Haha

At times like this,words of encouragement help to keep my heart beating normally.So i'm glad there was one such speech at the end of the programme to keep me alive and going xD

2010-09-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

Salam

I didn't have my morning bath today.And why is that? BECAUSE the workers sent by the Marine Parade Town Council came and repaired the pipes of my flat and i was left with no supply of water from 9am to 6 pm!!!!

OMG.I should have woken up earlier but the worse thing is,my parents actually knew about this and didn't tell me!! Waaaa I was pissed off..

The only thing they said to me was: "Who asked you not to read the notice beside the lift?"

=.= What theeeee...

And so what did I do while waiting for 6pm to come? Surprisingly,I decided to read a book titled The Society Of S.It's quite a good book although vampires are not really my cup of milo.Well at least it's better than that ridiculous most annoying thing in the world : The Twilight Saga.

There are some things that intrigue me till the very end.Here,i'll show you:

-I found the word ikezukuri in the book.Ikezukuri is a technique used by Japanese sushi chefs in Japan.A whole fish is carved live,reassembled on a plate,and consumed while its heart is still beating.

Here's an example.No worries,the video is a bit blurry so you can't see the fish.You can still hear the narration though.

Here's another totally different example of ikezukuri.

Both methods are very cruel.I heard that fishes do not have feelings but still,It's a living thing.And I believe fishes do feel pain :(

-And in the book I found the phrase "A woman's body is a beautiful garden.But this garden must be kept locked,and the key given only to her husband." :)

2010-09-20T17:19:00.000-07:00

Salam

First and foremost,I want to apologise for not being able to go for the Monday's Jalan Raya.I already promised Ju that i will surely visit her house this year for Hari Raya but turns out,something came up and I have to,reluctantly,withdraw from that promise.I still feel very awful though :(

Anyways,on that same day I went to Bras Basah to sell my old-time storybooks.It was hard for me to part with those books.I know this sounded kinda lame but once a bookworm,you are always a bookworm right? Haha

Eventhough I don't really read any books these days...

Pictures of some of my best books that i sold :(

If you noticed,there are some Ghost/Thriller books.That was how i got so evil hahaha.

There are actually more of those kind of books but my mom threw it away LOL.

End.

2010-09-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

Salam

Currently feeling fatigue because of the jalan raya fever.I've been going out non-stop for these past few days.I've to go out today too you know...

Sometimes i just wondered why do people treat me as if i will be the same forever.I mean if you wanted to change,people should at least open up to accept for the "new" you right? But i guess some people do not welcome the change.Their expectation of you to be a better person is ZERO.

So the best thing I can do now is : "Kebaikan yang high class adalah apabila kita membalas kejahatan dengan kebaikan" as quoted by someone :)

I learnt a lot of things from the "bahas" incident involving S509.I learnt that I was really mean to certain people eventhough I really don't have any intention of stepping or hurting them.

I read back all the comments i gave and I was amaze myself.

Now,I do keep an eye on what I say though sometimes,I can't help myself from commenting haha.Pardon my weakness.But I'm still trying my best to say good things more than the bad ones..or at the very least,make jokes that dont hurt that much.That's the lowest I can go LOL.

End of post.I'm going to continue watching anime.

P/s: Hi pip!! hahah

2010-09-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

Salam

It's already the third day of eid.How time flies ey..

And by now,everyone must have heard about the Terry Jones incident.I don't get why they wanna do that in the first place.How would they feel if someone other than a Christian burn their bible? Wouldn't they feel angry and furious? It's the same for us muslims too you know.We would obviously be opposed to the idea of people burning the Holy Quran.

It's a good thing that "they" didn't proceed with the activity though.Alhamdulillah.

But i have a feeling that there are more to come.Nauzubillah min zalik.

2010-09-03T19:45:00.000-07:00

Salam

Two things have been stuck in my mind since the day i attended Ramadhan The Remedy programme ; "lower your gaze during Ramadhan" and "think solat as a date with Allah".

I've tried lowering my gaze from looking at cute hot guys haha.Trust me,it's kinda hard but honestly after u "successfully" lowered your gaze from time to time,you will feel that you have somehow won.Won over your nafs that is.

And to think solat as a date with Allah has made me a bit more "khusyuk" while performing one of the pillars of Islam.Since i'm an average human who is constantly distracted during solat,the "date" mindset is an improvement.At least in my opinion.

I seriously want to make use of Ramadhan as much as I can.I hope you guys are doing it too.

Btw,something disgusting happened to me yesterday.I was walking back home from school when i saw an old man selling packets of tissues.I've seen him around the area quite often and he was always sitting when selling those tissues.I've never bought any from him though but yesterday somehow "tergerak hati" to buy the tissues from him eventhough I don't need them.A kind of sedekah lah.

But then!! He put his hand inside his shorts in public.IN PUBLIC MIND YOU and .....

Haiz I don't even want to know what he did.After that "disgusting" moment,he hold onto the packets of tissues without even washing his hands!!!

Astarghfirullah.What a sight. =.=

2010-08-31T05:19:00.001-07:00

As we approach the end of this semester, I want to thank you for being wonderful

students!

I enjoyed being your lecturer and wish you great success in all your exams.

A few words of advice:

Approach your exams with focussed minds and set goals.

(You cannot see an image when your microscope is out of focus - it's the same when you approach your goals with

an unfocussed mind, your desired end-result is difficult to achieve)

Always be grateful for the gift of being a student in a very valuable course.

You are not here by chance. A lot of efforts went into getting where you are

today. Give the exam your best shot. You owe it to yourself to be a consistent

winner especially if you want to see yourself on a University selection list, or,

as much sought-after in the job market. This your first big step towards your

professional dream.

(Job applications even for very senior posts, demand resumes with results right from "O levels" upwards, meaning

you cannot slack at any point of your learning journey)

Your GPA depends on your decision to excel.

You are capable of achieving these goals.

WISH YOU UNDISTURBED HOURS OF STUDY FOR YOUR EXAMS AND EXCELLENT

RESULTS !

Always your well-wisher,

Dr. Charmaine

2010-08-27T11:22:00.000-07:00

Salam

Here's a couple of interesting comments i wanna share with you guys :DDDD

To Norrashidah,

First impression: SHY.Though i have not gotten the chance to talk to you before,I'm sure that you are a sweet and friendly person.Hope to get to know you more :)

By Mastari

My comment: I'm not friendly and definitely not sweet haha.Ok maybe the SHY part is true.Obviously you act "shy" in front of people you don't know right? lol.But it was nice of her to think nice things about at me at first impression.*clapsss*

To Shidah,

I never knew you at Arabiah,but now I know you here at NP and you are very kind and funny and I always enjoy being with you and our Arabiah friends (referring to Aini and Mai i think).Sometimes you don't talk so much and you appear serious but you are really nice.Jazakillah Khair.Salam.

By Jannah

My comment: Whoaaaa I'm kind!!! hahaha something to be shock about.I'm usually very evil though.And the "you are funny" part is true hehe.My jokes aren't as lame as Aini's HAHA.And yup,I'm usually very serious if I'm alone or if I'm in the midst of studying for my test.I only smile when necessary so maybe you just saw me at the wrong time. :)

Oh Norra!

Thank you for being a sporting student! You're a fast learner! Do continue in HI Club ok? See you next semester! I'll be looking for you! Thanks !

By Afifah (Hi club instructor)

My comment: Compared to Rip,I'm a slow learner =.=

Norraaaa...!

Why you never smile at me one ah? You should smile more ok :) and thanks for coming to the lessons,hope to see you again next semester :) Good job!

By Jonathan (Hi-club instructor)

My comment: I told you,I only smile when necessary.Do you think i really should smile more?? Nah...hahahaha

2010-08-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

Salam

I know this is kinda late but i noticed during the YOG soccer match between Singapore and Montenegro,the Montenegro players are quite HOT! hahaha

So i went to check where actually Montenegro is..Initially I thought it was in Africa hahah

So it is actually situated near Romania and Italy.Ah no wonder they all look "white" haha

2010-08-24T02:54:00.000-07:00

Salam

I was surfing the net and saw an article of Kashmiri muslims.Kashmir is in Pakistan btw.I read that the muslims are being oppressed,tortured,detained and martyred just because they are muslims.I can't believe it.I didn't even know the Indian Government is capable of torture!!! Astargfirullah hal azim...and this has been going on for like 20 years??!! How come i've never seen these reports in newspapers? This is weird...

The people of Kashmir, who are oppressed just for being Muslims

The Indian sub-continent was under British rule until the end of the Second World War. After the British left, Indian Muslims founded Pakistan. A large number of Muslims living within the borders of India then migrated to Pakistan. Yet although the region of Kashmir known as “Jammu and Kashmir” lying on the borders of India, Pakistan and China had a 67% Muslim population, by way of various tricks and intrigues on the part of Indian politicians, it remained under Indian rule. Ever since then, the 4 million or so Muslims in Jammu and Kashmir, according to 2001 counts, have been exposed to pressure and oppression from the Indian administration.

The Muslims of Kashmir sought to escape this oppression and attain independence, but they were subjected to terrible slaughter by Indian forces in 1947, 1965 and 1971 because of these demands. Tens of thousands of Kashmiri Muslims were martyred in these massacres and more than 4,000 women were tortured and raped.

In the 1990s, the Indian government stepped up the oppression; thousands of Muslims were detained for no reason and martyred by torture. Homes were looted and schools and newspapers providing Islamic education were closed down. The oppressive administration went still further, opening dam gates and flooding Jammu Kashmir and Pakistan, thus causing the deaths of thousands of people and terrible physical damage in the region as a whole. It is a known fact that to date some 80,000 Muslims have been martyred in Kashmir, that thousands have been maltreated in Indian prisons and that nothing has been heard from a further 10,000. There can be no doubt that the main cause of this persecution of the people of Kashmir, the acts of violence, the detentions for no reason, the torture and the economic embargoes is that the people of Kashmir are Muslims. They are trying to stop Muslims uniting and becoming stronger by the use of these repressive methods.

Source:http://tr1.harunyahya.com/Detail/T/EDCRFV/productId/29268/ & http://medved123.blogspot.com

Sad isn't it? Let's pray for their well-being shall we? What's more,it's the month of Ramadhan.A month full of blessings.Hope a miracle will happen and that Kashmiri muslims will be able to live in peace and harmony :))))

2010-08-22T10:14:00.000-07:00

Salam

It's 1:14 in the morning and I'm checking my facebook which results in wastage of electricity in the middle of the night.Haiz

I can't help it! Omg see lah,that's the main reason why i don't like social networking sites such as facebook ,twitter etc.No offence haha.Aside from blogging that is,which i prefer to spend time more on.Personally,I think blogging is better in a way you can actually practice your writing and also blogging is an easier medium to convey messages.You can even tell stories here haha.

My brother is having his composition and situational writing paper tomorrow which suddenly reminds me of how i used to accumulate unusual/unique/funny phrases that i thought i could use to score bonus points when writing narratives.I would then write those phrases down on a notebook.The notebook would then be passed around before exam.Memories eh.. haha

I still keep the book, though i seldom use it anymore which is a sad thing.Cause my vocab won't get any bigger than it is haha.

Truth is,the only reason my facebook account is still alive is because i want to remain in close contact with people around me.I want to know what's going on in their life.Sort of like a stalker haha.Another reason is that some people like to put important announcements in FB. so yah,FB is like a basic necessity right now =.= Haiz

2010-08-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

Salam

I'm back from Ramadhan the Remedy event organised by NPMSS.It was beneficial and I especially like the Talk by Ust Md Noor and also Tadabbur session.The event was really well-organised plus we were in the auditorium for most of the time which is sooo good since it's air-conditioned haha.

Nowadays,I'm pretty much engrossed in watching YOG especially badminton.A player from Denmark (if i'm not mistaken) reminds me of the Anglican High badminton player! hahaha the narrator for YOG kept on praising the Danish player saying that the player's anticipation is good,he has so much energy and has abs.What theeee...the last comment was sooo not important haha.I was doing my maths when i heard he said that.I was like " huh?"....

Lol the narrator was hilarious i tell you.Btw the Danish player's name is Flemming Quach and he looks like a Chinese.You can surf his name on the internet but i'm not sure if there's a profile about him or not.Don't worry *someone*,the Danish player is average looking haha.The Anglican High player is a lot hotter than him wakaka

2010-08-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

Salam

Yesterday,I watched Taboo on Okto.You know,the documentary that is generally about weird stuffs/behaviour/people around the world.Yesterday's theme was about the disease called Leprosy.Since i'm taking a biomedical science course,my siblings assumed that i pretty much know everything about doctors and diseases =.=.It's true that i've heard about this disease in lecture but seriously,I've just started studying in this field only for 4 months and i'm only in my first year!! Omg stop it lah people =.=

I felt dissatisfied about my ignorance so I looked it up on the internet.I wanted to post the pictures here but I'm considering you guys don't like yucky icky stuff.Lol.My eyes were transfixed on the TV screen during the show but i can see that other people in my house couldn't tolerate those kind of pictures haha.So i just assumed you guys are too.

Leprosy or Hansen's disease is caused by the bacteria Mycobacterium leprae and Mycobacterium lepromatosis. (I know you guys have a hard time pronouncing this haha.Waa this is good for my Microbio revision!).People who are infected with leprosy are called leper and society regards them as outcasts and they are to be taboo.Know why? Mainly because of their disfigurements.Leprosy infects the skin,eyes,limbs and nerves.Some say Leprosy causes body parts to fall off but the actual thing is,Leprosy causes the body parts to become numb and diseased.So that's why it's easy for lepers to lose their limbs,fingers and eyesight.

Leprosy is not contagious when lepers completed their treatment using modern medicine.The treatment will take about 2 weeks to a year to make lepers completely immune to the disease.But their disfigurement will not disappear though.

After watching the series,I felt that we all should be thankful that we can be considered far more "perfect" than them.So I'll never ever complain about my face being oily or have a lot of pimples.I mean,you should have seen the lepers'faces,fingers,toes etc.I feel so sad for them.Sometimes watching TV makes you appreciate little things in life :)

2010-08-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

Make it as productive as you can :)

2010-08-09T21:19:00.001-07:00

Salam

I feel like sharing some random pictures.Some pictures are congesting my phone so I'm gonna post them here and delete them afterwards (in my phone that is).

Here's a picture of my favourite dessert/side dish : Mash potato! The best mash potato that i will recommend to you is the one that is being sold at Megabites (picture above).Eventhough it's only $1.20,which is very the cheap,it is served HOT and in a LARGE cup.This will definitely make potato lovers like myself go crazy haha.

The mould that i grew in the lab.It looks disgusting!!

This is a picture of the mould's roots.

This is NOT a present.This is actually a "berkat"that my mom got from a wedding reception.For some reason,I found this little pink box so cute that i took a picture of it haha.

This is the content in the box.Pretty,simple and cute!

2010-08-09T19:44:00.000-07:00

Salam

Yesterday was the busiest day i've ever experienced in my life.As in i was outdoors for almost the whole day and i didn't even get to have my afternoon nap =.= pffft...

I woke up at 8 am to see my mum practically running around the house looking very frantic while holding clothes.I asked her what was wrong and she said WE were late.Me,the sleeping beauty who had just woken up from a pretty good dream didn't really care what was going on haha.Lol actually we were late for our cemetery visit.All of our cousins are on their way already and we were still sleeping like nobody's business haha.Oh come on,it was still 8am whattt.So off we go to the cemetery in a very hectic manner =.=

I found out that my paternal grandfather and maternal grandmother died in the year 1991,the year when my parents got married.The sad thing is,my grandmother died on 26 October and my mom was suppose to get married on the first of November.And I also found out that there's an area at the cemetery reserved for people in the Ahmadiyyah sect.Their dead are not allowed to be buried among us,the muslims.Well that's a new thing for me.

At 11am we all went to Jurong point to eat!! wahaha I bought some chewy junior and got another 5 for free!! Just because I bought 2 CDs in a certain shop.cool~~ And there's also an offer.6 chewy junior for $4.50.While stock last hehe

And as soon as we got home,we watched the 2 CDs that we bought and after that,we went OUT again to Geylang.We walked around aimlessly while looking for attractive Hari Raya clothes.After much boredom,we went to Raimah to eat.You know,the one at kembangan.Memories huh....

Last but not least.First day of the fasting month is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! haha embrace yourself!!!!

2010-08-06T17:49:00.000-07:00

Salam

Waaa I didn't expect to leave my blog alone for such a long time haha.A lot of good and bad things happened for the past few weeks before school closed.Oh and btw,It's already YOG break for NP students!! Yahooo can you imagine having a 3-week study break? Lol confirm plus chop my brain is going to develop Halo if I don't force myself to revise and study for the final exams.

Last 2 weeks on Friday,my ex-madrasah had a Haflah celebration.My friends and I were invited.The thing is,we also had a HI-club performance at NP on that day itself.So me and my friends were in doubt whether to go for Haflah or not but eventually we did.Eventhough I didn't agree because obviously we would be dead tired on going back and forth from school.Since I would be having Yoga at 8am and would have to go for Haflah at 3 pm and going back to Np for the performance at 6.30pm.Ala kulli hal,it was a fun yet tiring day for us though I felt that I kept quiet the whole time.I was saving energy lah hahaha

Annnnd Ramadhan is near!! Woohooo I'll be going for the Ramadhan Remedy at Mujahidin Mosque on 14 August.I wonder what kind of activities would be in store for us.heeeeee :)))

2010-07-17T20:58:00.001-07:00

Salam
I'm going to show you a rather interesting article that i found on the Malaysian newspaper,Selektif (July 2010)

Topic: Mayat Bersila
oleh: MS Musly

Ini adalah sebuah cerita yang telah diceritakan oleh seorang pelajar Malaysia yang menuntut di Arab Saudi kepada saya beberapa tahun yang lalu.Sama ada cerita ini benar atau tidak,hanya Tuhan saja yang Maha Mengetahui.

Kita yang tidak pernah mengalaminya hanya dapat mendengar sahaja tentang cerita-cerita mayat yang pelbagai versi ini.Kalau dalam negara rasanya tak terbilang kisah-kisah mayat termuat di dadah majalah misteri.

Peristiwa yang hendak saya sampaikan ini (seperti yang diceritakan pelajar berkenaan) berlaku beberapa tahun yang lalu dan ianya disahkan benar oleh seornag penceramah bebas di Malaysia yang kebetulan berada di Arab Saudi ketika kejadian itu berlaku.

Menurut pelajar itu..Pada suatu hari di musim haji,beberapa pelajar Malaysia yang sama-sama menunaikan haji mendapat khabar ada seorang lelaki telah meninggal dunia.

Kerana tidak pernah melihat mayat jemaah haji dikebumikan di Tanah Suci Mekah,maka para pelajar Malaysia itu telah mengikut beberapa Pak Arab untuk mengebumikan mayat itu di sebuah kubur.

Kubur berkenaan terletak di Ma'la-tempat penegbumian para jemaah haji yang meninggal dunia di Mekah.Cara mayat dikebumikan di sana ialah dengan cara meninggalkan mayat dalam lubang yang disediakan dan menutupnya untuk kira-kira 8 bulan.

Selepas 8 bulan,lubang itu akan dibuka semula untuk mengebumikan mayat yang baru.

Pada hari tersebut,apabila salah satu lubang dibuka utntuk mengebumikan mayat yang baru,orang-orang Arab tersebut bertempiaran lari kerana mereka ternampak mayat seorang lelaki sedang bersila,bukan tidur seperti kebiasaannya.

Apabila Pak Arab yang ditugaskan mengebumikan mayat jemaah haji cabut lari,tinggallah beberapa penuntut Malaysia di situ.Tanpa merasa gentar atau takut lalu salah seorang daripada penuntut ini menjenguk ke dalam kubur tersebut untuk melihat dengan lebih jelas.Hasilnya dia mendapati memang mayat tersebut sedang bersila dalam keadaan sedang membaca Al-Quran,dan Al-Quran tersebut memang yang asli.Selepas diamati dan dilihat seterusnya,ayat Quran yang sedang ditelaah lelaki itu ialah Surah Yasin.

Satu lagi perkara ialah mayat tersebut tidak reput dan kain yang membalutinya juga tidak reput.Yang reput hanyalah kapas yang diletakkan di antara mayat dengan kain kafan.

Setelah dibuat kajian,rupa-rupanya mayat tersebut ialah mayat seorang negro yang kerjanya ialah membersihkan Baitullah daripada tumpahan air zam-zam.Kerjanya tiada lain selain daripada membersihkan Baitullah sahaja.

Jika tiada tumpahan,dia akan duduk di satu sudut Baitullah dan membaca Surah Yasin.

Itulah kelebihannya bagi orang yang berbakti ke jalan Allah.Inilah yang membuatkan aku semakin berkobar-kobar untuk mengunjungi Baitullah.Selepas peristiwa itu,lubang itu pun di patri dan ditandakan agar tiada mayat lagi yang akan dikebumikan di situ.

Inilah bukti akan janji-janji Allah pada hambaNya yang taat dan ikhlas bekerja keranaNya.

:D

2010-07-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

Salam

Went to support IMG today.Arabiah's captainball and netball team lost for both junior and senior categories =.=

Btw,I just received an e-mail from my microbio lecturer.Microbio lecture and tutorial are cancelled on tuesday!!! Omg I'm so happy!!

Alhamdulillah!! Can't wait to tell Mahirah :D

2010-07-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

Salam

I'm free.Totally free from any projects bwahahah!!! My microbio project presentation today went quite well though i thought it would surely be a disaster.Aside from wearing formal clothes (Walao!! So hot!!!),I love seeing my microbio lecturer smiled during the presentation.It means that i presented well enough to earn her smile. Hahaha

And i passed (or should I say,improved??) my microbio quiz today. :D

Now i've tons of maths exercises to do.Lol,i don't understand whatever the new maths teacher is teaching me today.I simply couldn't absorb the integration techniques that she taught =.= I really need to buck up on this and put EXTRA effort since i'm just a novice in A maths.

And,my brother just received two cute,fat and circular hamsters named Kaya and Butter.Out of all names.I seriously object on the idea of keeping pets in the house.The smell and monthly cost for the pets' basic necessities are intolerable.I can't believe my mom actually agreed on keeping the hamsters.=.= haiz

2010-07-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

Salam

Alhamduliillah,i passed all my june common tests!!! Yahooo i thought for sure i'll screw up my maths but luckily,the marks that i got was more than satisfying.Thanks to the Almighty!! I'm sooo happy.

Because of this euphoria feeling,i uploaded a really interesting video given by my chemistry lecturer in lecture.So far,She is the coolest teacher ever!! haha but the sad thing is,she's going back to America after her 1 year contract with Ngee Ann ends on November this year.Awww why must it be this year..

Well then here's the video clip:

And to Kak Faizah who frequents my blog,here's the hilarious Twinkle Twinkle Little Star video,in case you didn't manage to find it :D

It was a really creative form of entertainment hahah.I had a good laugh!

2010-06-26T11:30:00.000-07:00

Salam

I didn't get to watch both matches yesterday.Such a pity.

Do you guys like seedless grapes?? I do!! I love it so much because I won't have to worry about the seeds whenever i'm eating grapes.Woohoo! I get the chance to savour every juice that comes out of the grapes without the seeds interfering haha.

And so,I did a little research as to how they got such an extraordinary fruit.These seedless grapes actually do have seeds but due to some genetical error or you can call it mutation (It is said that one of the grape vine experienced a genetic mutation a thousand years ago therefore cuttings from that plant are grown in different areas of the world.That's why seedless grapes are found practically everywhere around the world!) ,their seeds do not become as hard as normal seeds.The seeds are like "invisible".
Plus,these grapes are planted not from seeds but from cuttings of the parent vine.(Seedless grapes grow on vines and not trees) .It's just like cloning..

Interesting much? :)

And here's a funny video taken from Toys Story 3 preview.

2010-06-25T20:07:00.000-07:00

Salam

Today,

10pm : Portugal Vs Brazil
2.30am : Chile Vs Spain

I'll try my best to keep myself awake :D

2010-06-20T00:49:00.000-07:00

Salam

Now it's 12.26 am.

Shouldn't i be asleep? nah...eventhough i just came back from a short trip to Malacca,i was worried about my microbio project and so here i am,not doing my assignment but updating my blog =.= haha

The trip to Afamosa Resort,Malacca was absolutely fantastic.Referring to the resort actually not the whole journey of going there by car.Butt pain mind you.The resort was not like anything i've seen before.There is a golf course,a cowboy park,water world and even zoo!!! My family chose to have some quality family time at the water world.The water world was awesome!!!! The slides there was out of the world hahaha.I love it!! You definitely can't compare the slides there to our very own Jurong Swimming Complex's.Now that i think about it,Jurong's slides are lame hahaha.No offence though.
Some pictures here:

Lol there are no pictures of the waterworld though.We were too busy having fun that we forgot to take some memorable photographs.Alright,till here then.

Tomorrow i've to go to school to do some references.Haiz....

2010-06-18T20:23:00.001-07:00

Salam

aNGRY.fURIOUS.sTRESS.I'm vibrating negative energy right now.Astaghfirullah...

SORRY AINI FOR THE STUPID SMS.SO SORRY!!!!

2010-06-17T10:06:00.000-07:00

Salam

Went to Pizza Hut today to break my fast.It was a once in a blue moon treat kekeke.While eating the pizza,I suddenly remembered my "yeast"project which has got a lot to do with bread,pasta etc.Coincidentally,i went to Choa Chu Kang library that day at Lot 1 shopping mall with Abirami to discuss about our project.We didn't get to bring back any valuable books for our reference though.Pity Pity us.A lot of the books can only be found in the reference section at National Library.We should have gone there in the first place =.=

And i've proudly finished watching The Arrivals.It was really intriguing but since i've known about the illuminati, etc way before i came to know about this series,I wasn't really that shocked.I know some people may find it hard to believe but it isn't wrong for you to just watch the video and treat it as valuable information.Whether you believe it or not it's up to you.As long as watching the videos influenced you to be a better muslim,why not? I highly recommend this to you.It's better than watching a whole series of anime or korean drama you know.Hope Allah will guide us to the right path Ameen.

2010-06-14T06:28:00.001-07:00

Salam :)

I successfully puase today kekeke

So far during this hols,i've been going out a lot.And i was quite surprised though that i actually went to NYP just to see the NYP-ians.Normally i can't be bothered to go on a long journey from Ubi to Yio Chu Kang just to hang out.I've to admit.I AM a lazy person but nevertheless,i was proud of myself for doing so.But just to tell you guys,I'm not fond of doing such things so don't expect me to do it again ahahaha.I know some of u will say "action!" after reading this hahakz

It was fun to do the "hang out" thing once in a while. Don't worry guys,i treasured those moments together.We took a lot of pictures (via webcam).I noticed that many of us took webcam pictures since we entered poly.Haha mentang mentang dah ade laptop sendiri. I've yet to test mine though...

I'm supposed to start doing my assignment today but seriously,who wants to do poly-stuffs during the hols??!!! Omg i'm sooooo lazy...and yesterday came the bad news.My group can't do the "Dandruff" topic for microbio just because another irritating group chose that topic first.How dare you!! I was looking forward on researching that topic !! so saaaaaad....then my group has no choice but to choose the "yeast"topic..Haiz boring :(

2010-06-10T12:39:00.000-07:00

Salam

Poly break is finally here!! Omg...I have been waiting for it!! My common tests are all manage-able except for maths though.It's not because of A maths.My friend did mention to me that it'll take at least a year to master A maths so i was like "really?".But i believe in working hard.So i did work hard for maths but i dont think it was hard enough.And why did i think like that??

It's because i couldn't answer A LOT of questions.I was trying to calm myself down but it kinda didn't work.So i'm just praying that at least,I want a pass for my maths paper. *praying hard* ameen.

Well,today i achieved something.I finally finished watching Samurai Champloo!!! haha currently looking for another good anime to watch.Someone recommended me Shura No Toki but when i looked at the anime,it looks kinda old.Sooo cross that out! hahaha

Tomorrow,i think i'll be meeting my ex-classmates at NYP.Hope i could wake myself up in the morning =.=

2010-06-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

Salam

It's been a while since i last read the newspaper haha (pathetic =.=).I missed a lot on what's going on around me.So yesterday i conveniently sit on the sofa and grab the latest newspaper.And what i read kinda shocked me.At almost every page of the newspaper,there would be news about people being stabbed,shot,killed (especially about the Gaza-Israel issue),murdered etc.What is wrong with this world??!! It's corrupted.People now got nothing better to do =.=.It's as if the world has become so boring that they went on a killing spree (one example is the slashing of 4 men at different areas in kallang at 30 mins intervals around midnight).I was pretty much surprised that some crazy lunatics would dare to do that kind of crime in this strict Singapore.

Aside from reading those gruesome articles,I went on to watch anime.Bleach was damn awesome i tell you!! Can't wait for the next episode.Currently,I'm watching Samurai Champloo eventhough my common test is two days away wakakak.Can't help it though.Anime is like 1/4 of my daily mundane life teehehe :D

2010-05-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

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Salam :)

This is how you spell NORRA using sign language.Had my HI club cca at 6.30-8.30 pm just now.We learnt to sign during a song.How cool and awesome is that? The instructors are fast at signing.I envied them :< *Green eyes*

2010-05-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

Salam

Here's a very funny+nonsense video worth watching.It's more or so about the periodic table given by my lecturer.If you are currently experiencing sympathetic division (eg stressed),this is a good time to watch it :D

2010-05-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Salam

Had a fun time watching a hindustani movie about fantasies.It was damn funny i tell you (eventhough it has a lot of singing parts which gets kinda irritating at times =.=) What's the point of having the actors singing on top of mountains i wonder?? No one really watch them you know.Whenever there's singing,my mom's hand will automatically reach the remote to change channel..Haiz..

It's Mother's Day today.Happy Mother's Day to my mom.I didn't give her anything though haha.My brother dengan semangat nye gave her a card and a flower.That was sweet of him :)

Life in Ngee Ann has so far been bad for me.I simply can't catch up with whatever they're teaching me.I hate learning in lecture theatres.It doesn't allow me to ask questions because i'm just tooo shy to do that.Heck with that lah!! I hate being "shy"when learning.I'd rather have tutorials for the whole 3 years i'm studying there or i can stick being the "blur"one in lectures..
Oh Allah,help me!!

2010-04-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

Salam
Arifah and I did yoga today.Here are some of the poses that have literally caused me a hellish back pain =.=

The pose in the last picture was SUPER hard.Abdomenal pain i tell you.Plus i didn't have breakfast that morning therefore,the pain was unbearable.I did it halfway haha.You have to LISTEN to your body and not over-do it.That's what the yoga lady told us :D

Currently planning to do my physiology assignment which is due on Monday.A research about the human's skeletal muscle.My malas mode is taking over so i'll probably do it tomorrow.Oh wait,tomorrow i'm playing badminton.Maaaaaaaan i so wish that Monday is a public holiday haiz.

So far,school has been rough for me.I was checking facebook when i realised that all my ex-classmates are having a superbly good time in poly amidst their hectic poly schedule.And why am i the odd one out? Seriously.I need a break.I dont want to go through poly life just for the sake of going through it only.I need to get a LIFE people.Give me, give me haha. :D

2010-04-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

Salam

I've just finished my revision for maths.Omg headache ah..Unlike some people,my concentration during lectures is 99.8%..I NEVER want to fall asleep during those long yet important lectures because once i give in to the temptation of sleepiness,I will surely miss out a lot of points.The lecturers there are going fast i tell you.Just because they thought that the students there can "absorb" information as easy as sponge.Well,they are qualified JC students.

I MAY be qualified for JC but i had to admit,i'm pretty slow in maths though.FYI,i'm the only one without A maths basics in my class.See the disadvantage? Haiz...
The first topic for chemistry was MOLES.Out of all topics why moles??!! I hate moles..
Practical was something quite new for me.I was taught by my friend on how to wash the glasswares properly.Haha.Initially,I volunteered to wash them.I thought rinsing them with tap water was enough but yah,I was told to stop and let my friends do it.And wearing a lab coat feels cool and professional.Nice~~

My favourite module for this semester will be the Idea Jumpstart module where you learn to be creative.Creativity is being developed by the right brain btw.

For CCA,i joined the muslim student society and the hearing impaired club where you will learn how to do sign languages.Cool right? And for the sports and wellness module (which is like PE),i chose to do YOGAAAAA..haha
Definitely an effective way to distress.Can't wait to practice it after a loooong day of revision :D

2010-04-18T13:53:00.000-07:00

So we (Sec 5'09) had a girls' day out at Pastamania,Northpoint.It was my first time eating in a italian restaurant because spaghettis are usually not my cup of tea.But anyway,I went along with it as it MAY be the last outing for me.Haha as said by someone.She was just exaggerating lah.I'm sure we'll plan another exciting outing but it's not just the time yet.Maybe during the june hols.I dont know.

So i ate a potato dish and 1 and a half slice of curry flavoured pizza.The taste for both dishes is normal.Nothing unusual but the highlight of the day is the fun we had between us.Games,lame jokes etc.We played the ''blow'' game somewhere near a hidden staircase,''Bang bang bang'' game which i just understood it yesterday haha,fuzzy wuzzy game (i'll forever won't understand it =.=) and the ''string and rope'' game.We didn't play the ''hook'' game though because no one understands the explanation given by aini haha!

Tomorrow is the official day for poly students.Oh man....I wish the holiday is longer =.=

And i NEED a part-time job!!! Haiz...considering tutoring but then again,i'm very picky.I want to teach someone who is actually willing to study.Not the type that just come for tuition because his/her mom ask them to.

Btw facebook is getting borrrriing.....

haha *End** Salam :D

2010-04-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

Salam
Happy Birthday HUREIN!! hahah

Just got back from LSCT (Life science and chemical technology) 3-day freshman orientation camp.My Group name was Tanaquil which has a half-naked woman as our flag (-.-) What the...Seriously unexpected ah...

Here's my group members: (I typed it here so that i wont forget their names haha)
Boys:
-Glen (the ''leader'' type)
-Kai shing (the unfriendly one.)
-Wei je (initially unfriendly but after u got to know him,he's okay)
-Wei Jie (the gentleman type)
-Tim,Mark,John,Chen Ting (the quiet type)

Girls:
-Hazirah (the cool type.She reminds me of Hurein)
-Baria (loud and fun.She's malay btw)
-Pamela!! (so much like Arifah.Got bullied by me waakaka)
-Mellory (the ''i'm in control'' type)
-Tritia,Kei Kei,Joyce and others (can't remeber their names ah haha.)

So i went through the camp with some difficulties but overall,it was fun.Nice meeting you all.Hope our friendship will not stop here :D

Here are some of my group pictures

2010-04-10T10:56:00.000-07:00

Salam (25 Rabiulakhir 1431H)
Here's an interesting video about a UK-made video game which has one of the character speaking with a singaporean accent.I saw this in the newspaper and thought of hearing the character's voice myself.Haha truly singaporean,i tell you.However it's actually the voice of a british actress! surprising much?

The british actress,Liz Sutherland is actually half-singaporean lah.Haha no wonder :D

2010-04-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

Salam (21 Rabiulakhir 1431H)

So we went to the Singapore Zoo last sunday.Eventhough the weather was a bit gloomy and cloudy,the animals were gracious enough to entertain us by loitering around their premises rather than just staying "indoors" to escape the rain.Oh well,I saw a few unforgettable weird-looking animals like the Babirusa,Tapir etc.And watched an elephant show where some of us got wet due to the elephants spraying us with "clean" water from their trunks.Eww..

My friends might agree with this.The animals there got a certain scent.A scent that is sometimes weak but at other times,it would be so overpowering that we had to hold our breaths and shut close our nostrils.haha

AND,i finally got to see a real live LION!! But the lion lacks action ah.It just sat there majestically and stared at us.Haiz what a lazy lion.Saw the white tigers (Whoah so white,big & beautiful!),black panther (so black...),jaguar feat leopard (both look similar),polar bear and much more.We had fun laughing while looking at the baboons and took lots and lots and lots and lots of candid pictures.And I mean it.A LOT.I can't wait for the pictures to be uploaded.Now I really wish to own myself a camera.A camera that is small and has loooooooooooooong battery life.

Credits to Aqilah for bringing laksa.At least,i don't have to buy food.
Credits to teacher for bringing us to the zoo and offering us chocolates that look like curtains.Haha
Bought something from the zoo as a memory of this wonderful outing.And I went back home a happy girl :D

Yesterday,i did my first online shopping via facebook.Bought this super duper cute badge and put it nicely on my laptop bag.

I went back home a happy girl.Twice. :D

2010-04-01T12:35:00.000-07:00

Salam (16 Rabiulakhir 1431H)
Called Ms Rowenna,one of the organisers for the LSCT orientation camp.Asked her whether day camp is possible and to change my shirt size from M to L.It never hurts to play safe you know.I know size M will definitely fit me but i'd rather wear shirts that are a bit bigger.Well,she said day camp is allowed but the shirt problem is yet to be solved wakaka.Tu lah bilang last minute lagi.Padan muke aku.

Yesterday went to Adlina's house to install the school's software since her house has wireless broadband.Alhamdulillah,i already finished installing the important yet leceh softwares.I can't believe there were sooo many things to be downloaded.I started installing from 1.30pm and finished at 10pm.So long rite? Haiz the loading is slower than the speed of the tortoise.While waiting for the softwares to be installed,we listened to Shan & Ris and also The Muttons on 98.7 FM.Arifah wanted to.Haha

Reached home at around 11 pm,sat on the sofa and watched a late night movie with my dad.It's called Death Sentence.A story of how a decent dad became overwhelmed with revenge which ultimately leads to the death of his family.This is why we must learn to forgive people.Sedangkan Allah sendiri Maha Pengampun lagi Penyayang.Ape lagi manusia.Betol tk?
It's a really cool yet sad story.

Btw,Happy birthday to Siti Sakinah and Faeezah.
Both turned 18 on 23 March and 30 March 2010 respectively.

Finally,I saw Sakinah in her Wak Tanjong uniform :D

2010-03-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

Salam (13 Rabiulakhir 1431H)
I just got back my laptop.It's been a long time since i let myself carry it and yah,it's pretty HEAVY!! My sister suggested that I,the one who recently graduated from secondary life and is anxiously waiting for poly,buy a haversack.Which I think is a ridiculous thing to do.Since wearing it might make me feel i'm back into being the studious type of person or in other words,looking like a total nerd.A perfect duplicate of myself in my secondary years =.= But still,i've no choice because the laptop can't possibly be brought to school by hand or by beg tepi.Oh well,at least I didn't need to buy a new laptop.I have to save money to buy new clothes haha.

Well,today i did a 10 minute workout at home.It's been centuries since i did that.Mission accomplished.I might have to extend my workout time for tomorrow though.And i actually ate a piece of chicken without the skin on.Woohoo! I'm becoming more health-conscious since the day my friend told me that the sports and wellness programme in NP is like Napfa tests =.= I have no desire to be labelled as an unhealthy student.

And I went to collect my O level certificate today with Hanani.The cert was laminated !!! haha. Btw,I saw Dila there too.With her sister.They were like two peas in a pod :D

2010-03-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

Salam (11 Rabiulakhir 1431H)
I'll get goosebumps if i put a picture of a real cockroch on my blog.Eww then people will think twice before reading the posts here haha.
So the story today is about cockroaches.I just saw one MEDIUM-SIZED roach with the colour of its body as black as dark chocolate.I thought it was a toy because it wasn't moving when i looked at it closely.I could see the feelers and all VERY clearly.Imagine how close i was haha.I think my breathing woke it up.Eh wait,do coakroaches even sleep??

k back to the story.Wah,it was a really good thing i didn't try to pick it up.Imagine.If i touch it and then it suddenly MOVED,I'll be screaming and jumping in disgust non-stop i tell you haha.When it finally moved,i grabbed the broom and with all my morning strength (it was breakfast time at 9am) hit it like there's no tomorrow wahaha.I didn't get to hit that slimy roach though because it was hiding behind the pail.Like i couldn't see like that haiz..so my last resort is to use the deadly SPRAYYYY.Farewell roachy.

Btw,today at 8.30 pm,my brother switched off all the lights in our house =.=.It was for the sake of the Earth Hour thingy.He said that this will save Australia.Australia??? What does this got to do with Australia??? Haiz..he switched off the lights but I,for one who was tentatively watching Hot Chick on channel 5,didn't let him turn the TV off.No way.Anyways,it was the first time we half- participated (due to the TV haha) in the event.It was nice actually.Felt that we saved a couple of dollars from the electricity bill :D

2010-03-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

Salam takziah kepada temanku Khadija dan keluarganya dengan pemergian ibunya tersayang.Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin.Mari kita sama2 sedekahkan Al-faatehah untuk Allahyarhama.

Assalamualaikum ppl..
Just came back from the funeral.I was the only one who went back early because of a stomachache.It was groaning in pain i tell you.It was unbearable ! I urged my friends to talk to me or to involve me in conversations but it didn't work.I couldn't stand the pain.So i ran to a nearby mosque to answer natures's call haha.It was a relief after doing my business.A note to myself : please don't eat spicy food early in the morning for breakfast.But still,the sambal sotong was tempting haha.

Anyway,my blogskin looks kinda weird doesn't it?